SAD :(

HI , got new story tonight :( now Im so sad , I don't know how to storyy with you all ,
but what I know is LOVES VERY HURT :( very painful :(
hurmm , in my hurt Im still love CAPITAL Z  but I don't know why my heart
can't accept it anymore . maby couse she punkid ?
for me , z not loves me ? :(
just only his words only said that z love  me ,
but z heart ? whose know right ?
Hurmm , im sad and want to cry but I can't cry in front of my sis .
couse she will made me then . Guys , hurmmm yes .. ofcourse it painful !

=) until here only ! i will be post about capital z more and more :(